DanRoarr

Not that anyone even realises that I'm on here anymore, but I'm leaving tomorrow for Texas, my first time ever to America so I'm scared and excited, but yeah it should be good, I'm just going with my friend and her dad has paid for everything, lucky me~

Not gonna go into detail.
I just really want to cry.
I don't think I can face school tomorrow.
Mum's been away since Saturday and will be back on Thursday.
We're off on Wednesday so if i take tomorrow off i should be completely alone for 2 days.
Everything is just so shit.
Everyone says it'll get better but it never really does.
I maybe think things are okay for a minute, i'll get a sign of things improving then it'll all just get taken away.
I'll realise no-one cares
I'll realise how ugly, attention seeking, annoying, stupid, uninteresting and whatever else I am.
Just why?

1. Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent

2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

7. Kissed a picture?
Guilty.

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
innocent

10. Held a snake?
Guilty

11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent

13. Stolen something?
Guilty  (WHEN I WAS LIKE 5)

14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent

15. Done something you regret
Guilty

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Innocent

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
guilty

18. Kissed in the rain?
innocent

19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

21. Sang in the shower?
Innocent

22. Beend pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Kinda of (i fell in LOL)

23. Shaved your head?
When i was younger i had it shaved, not all off but pretty short WELP

24. Slept naked?
Guilty ;A;

25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent i think

27. Been in a band?
Innocent

28. Shot a gun?
Guilty

29. Donated Blood?
Innocent

30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty om nom nom

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent?

33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

35. Been too honest?
Guilty

36. Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Innocent

40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty  (THEY MUST BE BLIND)

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
not my last one

43. Cheated on someone?
innocent

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent

46. Got totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

48. Thought about suicide?
guilty

49. Thought about murder?
guilty

50. How about Mass Murder?
guilty

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
innocent

52. Stalked someone?
innocent.. kinda.


53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
guilty

Of course you wouldn't like me
You're the first person i've properly liked in nearly 2 years
I think you're perfect
I've never fallen for someone so hard
I try not to have high expectations because i always get let down
But i've made the same mistake again
Why would you like me anyway
I'm ugly
I've got a horrible personality
I'm annoying
I'm not funny
I'm not exciting
I'm ugly
I'm worthless
I hate myself so fucking much

Hi.

I didn't like that depressing journal on my page : x

But because i don't know anyone here personally, i think it's safe to say
There's someone i can't stop thinking about
I've never been as bad with a crush as i am with this one
I think they might like me but i don't know..
We talk all day everyday, for hours and hours :L
We only started talking persnoally on saturday and on sunday we pretty much told each other tons of stuff we wouldn't tell people and they said they trusted me and stuff..
Whenever i see them i can't stop smiling and when i get a message from them or they look at me, my stomach like flips over and i get butterflies
I won't go on too long being a soppy bastard
Bye~